yeah, so I'm not dead (well, not yet anyway) for those interested. Haha, I've just been incredibly busy / sad bored and apathetic. But! Now I'm in Denver! I'm currently at a hotel, but I move in tommrow at 9 sharp! Ah, I'll be honest, this isn't how I thought I'd feel. It's more like moving to summer camp or something... It's so weard that this is my new home ~
I hope it becomes more realistic tommrow... I'll be living in the dorms tommrow night, talking to my roommate, talking to my floormates, etc... pray, PRAY that it all works out for the best. Who knows what these people are like. I've run into some scary college kids here... really beefy muscley jocks, who looked very conservative. Who can say though -- never judge a book by it's cover, right?
Well, wish me luck... and cross your fingers that I don't kill myself too quickly ;)
talk to you later!
(ps - I've deleted most of the video blogs... gonna make this more 'text' from now on, sorry to some, you're welcome to others)
Hey, ok, be honest, is this not the best profile pic ever?
yeah, I thought so too. haha.
So, yeah, I've been sorely lacking on my commenting, so I'm going to, this weekend. It's my tasky, and I'm gonna try rly hard to get back to you all! :) You guys make my day!
I'm seeing "Little Miss Sunshine" tommrow, I love Steve Carrell, so it should be really good. If you see it, let me know what you thought, I love comparing movies.
Had a wild weekend this weekend, as you can see from my last post. fun stuff. Well peeps, ttyl! :)
Yeah, I'm out of surgery. Actually long out of surgery, but i've been in a wee bit of pain, so i haven't really had a chance to blog till now. Ok, wee is an understatement... a lot of pain. I've been using frozen peas to try to bring down the swelling and numb myself, and it's working to an extent... but im still not perfect. Plus, I've got my trusty perkeset with me. ^_^ Ugh, I just want this whole experience to be over. Actually it hasn't been too terrible... The best thing was the thing I was most worried about - the anestesia.
So, I go in, and im rly nervous, cause im freaking out about loosing control like that (going to sleep)... and I sit down. They then tell me they're going to give me some laughing gas, and put a nose mask on. It's a little minty, but weard. So, nothing happens, nothing happens... by this time, they've put a clipy on my finger and i can hear my heartbeat (very fast) and they put a cuff on my arm. The, the beats start to echo in my head, and i start getting double vision. I tried to focus on the light above me... but I couldn't. Then the doctor walks in, and asks how im doing. I could still speak, so I said fine. All I could think (and this is going to sound cheesy, but it's what I was thinking... "What a wonderful psychedelic world we live in!" hahaha, I have no clue why, but it was a wild though. Then he's like, ok, we're going to put this thing in your arm now, and it will make you a little sleepy... but I didn't even care. She numbed my arm I think, but I couldn't have cared less if she didn't. Haha, then, I was being lead to he recovery room, where I started violently shaking, and they had to put blankets on me. Then, went home, and got some icecream and applesauce... and perkeset of course ^_^.
But yeah, the pain is pretty bad, but I think I'm over the worst part. So, I'll end this, just wanted to give you my experience! :) cya all!
